So, there were a lot of people there. Then I was around a few people I know and I started telling Zen koans and koan stories of Zen masters. I was very drunk and people were laughing at me, one guy filmed me.
I was very disrespectful and I was making a joke out of Buddhism and disrespecting Buddha and Dharma, giving others a bad outlook on Buddhism by doing that. I very much regret doing all of that.
Bodhisattva Ksitigarbha Sutra - Chap 3, says :
"The Bodhisattva Ksitigarbha then addressed the Holy Mother, saying, "In southern Jambudvipa, the retribution for various sins is as follows: If someone should fail to fulfill his filial duty toward his parents or, at worst, kill or harm them, he will fall into Avici Hell, where he will remain for thousands of myriads of millions of kalpas without a date for release. If someone should shed the blood of a Buddha, ridicule the Three Jewels or fail to respect the sutras, he, also, will fall into Avici Hell, where he will remain for thousands of myriads of millions of kalpas without a date for release. If someone should encroach upon or steal the property of some Buddhist establishment, slander bhiksus or bhiksunis, indulge his carnal lust in a sangharama, or kill or harm others, then he or she will fall into Avici Hell and remain there for thousands of myriads of millions of kalpas without a date for release."
Is there something I can do to avoid going to hell? Will doing prostrations, good deeds, mantras prevent me from going to hell or not? If yes, what would you specifically recommend for me to do?