no worries, because it IS messed up, so I can imagine your confusion.PadmaVonSamba wrote: ↑Mon Mar 20, 2023 11:41 pmSorry, it’s a bit confusing because before, you said:rozoksmaslom wrote: ↑Mon Mar 20, 2023 11:29 pmI don't use others' things, especially not without permission.. things that I experience are caused by using my own devicesPadmaVonSamba wrote: ↑Sat Mar 18, 2023 2:22 pm
What happens if you don’t use others’ things without permission, and don’t go after sweet food?
also I don't go after sweet food, when you don't eat them, after a few months (of not eating them), you won't be attracted to them at all, I basically avoid them as much as possible.
basically, I "lose permission" to use my own devices, I mean nobody tells me not to use it, but I have to keep asking for it again and again (after I touch something sugary). but my mom pays for the electricity bills, so I guess that plays a role.
to not feel guilty would probably mean to get a job I guess, but I am not sure if that would get rid of my problem. I don't know, maybe it really is just in my mind, but I don't know how to get rid of/dissolve that.