Actually, I'm writing because I do feel very strongly that what I generally experience is a problem and I do appreciate your replies. It's easier for me to start by responding to Paññāsikhara's response. I feel your misunderstanding me concerning omni-potent and all-beneficial. I do tend to make mistakes and also I experience many different being's in my body, many of whom I haven't necessarily discerned who they specifically are, while I've a general sense of what view they are of, so to speak. Sometimes, or in particular this case, when I did write the post a being I was embodying did extend the word omni-potent into what was being written. Strange I know and in explanation, part of the problem I'm dealing with.
In terms of Buddhism and Buddha, it's awkward to respond to the references you made as I feel your wrong in that Buddhism's theodicy problem as I've experienced it, isn't because Theodicy is of Buddhism but it effects Buddhism very blatantly, including in consideration of the global world people live in.
A problem with Theodicy and Buddhism as I've experienced it has to do with the Triratna Buddhist Community (tbc), earlier know as the Western Buddhist Order. I had lived in a wbo community for about 20 months and had left having been subject to samsara if I understand correctly. Part of the problem is that the tbc members of England and western culture tends to include people of Christian ancestry, of which as I understand includes issues of Christianity which is of a theistic view or messianic orientation.
In my experience of being's of the non-physical realms, some of the being's that represent the tbc are more representative of Christian faiths not to mention S., tbc's founder, who seems to have extended teachings in consideration of what feels like a pushing away from Catholic theistic orientation. What I discern concerning the odyssey I've lived is that the tbc is to some effect holding a line against the Catholic religion from effecting the tbc teachings and the manner that it's done is by subjecting far too many good people to samsara as a manner of maintaining a boundary from Christian influence and particularly Catholicism.
I do apologize if my understanding is incorrect but it seems very real to me, that the samsara that the tbc subjects too many good people to includes a manner of engagement between Buddhist and Christian being's of which as I've experienced it, is a problem for both Buddhism and the world, based on what I've witnessed.
In terms of what I'm explaining or presenting, basically, I've sought help with what I've been experiencing to varying degrees for about 9 years now and it's very awkward trying to explain in a manner of hoping to make sense while innocent and fairly frequently of horrendous experiences. I do feel that what I've experienced and experience on a daily basis is a problem pertaining to human abiding.
What's weird is that I'm not explaining it very well it seems, so in some sense it feels as though maybe saying, in my honest opinion, there are many reason's of which I should be attended to, to assure that some of the problems I'm familiar with can be addressed by people who could wisely and skillfully bring an end to what might already be some distortion from normal human reality based on what I've witnessed pass by me. Like, it I haven't been able to control who I embody, some of who aren't respectful of who I am nor of my humanity, having the audacity to alter what I intend of my consciousness and words.
In terms of the scope of grandiosity that I've expressed, I'm basically also trying to explain that I've abided with what seems like billions of being's, of mention is the vastness of which I've envisioned many things and being's and civilizations. I commonly experience being's from planets of this solar system while not having recently abided of Earth including some that indicate that they've never abided of Earth.
Anyway, my post is sorta another effort at gaining some help, maybe not the best attempt one thing for sure, it seems as though some Buddhist and Christian boundaries have been obscured, in the case of my odyssey and I honestly do feel it's a very bad idea for the tbc to continue using teaching that wrongly subject people to samsara that results in some manner of gray area between Buddhist and Christian entitlement to effect human reality.
In my reality, I've abided with Lord Buddha fairly frequently at times during the course of my odyssey and honesty being the best policy, despite the suggestion seemingly ridiculous as it feels unskillful for me not to mention but it makes a lot of sense to me that I'm attended to by some senior Buddhist monks in person and in no way light heartedly.
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