There is something else I have seen
I call it panel karma:
I believe that panel karma is immutable karma, a hardened karma. I have come across karma like this before in the past about 3 or 4 times. It appears the same way each time. When ever I come across panel karma, its like looking a panels, but these panels prevent the karma from coming up to be able to change it. So, the karma one needs to change sits back behind the panels and he panels prevent the karma from coming up. When the panels are removed then your able to bring the karma up, your able to eradicate the evil karma. But while the panels are up , you cant do that.
In the past when ever I have worked with panel karma, pertaining to the karma one is working on, which I believe is immutable karma, a soaking process has to be done. The thing I noticed in the past cases of dealing with panel karma is the fact that the amount of chanting needed to soak the karma to remove the panels is different from karma to karma that has panels and lets the karma flow so that person can eradicate the evil karma. Some times, it may be a week, or a month or several months. It depends what kind of soaking process one needs for that karma.
I have karma now that I found panels in and Im working to soak the karma so that the panels will be removed , so that the karma can flow and I can eradicate the evil karma. I had gotten in a lot of the karma all ready, but then I went to a specific aspect of the karma and there were the panels. So, now I stay with that aspect of the karma until the panels are removed and the karma starts flowing again and I can eradicate the evil karma.
In my mind, when ever I see these panels , their so distinct, that I instantly know what kind of karma it is. When I chant and Im looking at the karma, I can see the panels off to the side. When the 3rd time came around when I was chanting about what ever I was chanting about and I had seen the panels in that karma back the, I instantly knew what that meant . I knew right there what kind of karma I was dealing with.
The last time I had seen panel karma before this time was maybe 17 to 20 years ago. Yets when I was chanting about this karma and I had seen the panels, I knew right there on the spot what kind of karma I was dealing with. To me its immutable karma, which means it soaking time.
Bu then there is something else
I call this (emptiness of karma)
This emptiness of karma is completely different than other things you study and talk about regarding emptiness.
I have noticed that through out time, that when karma is really big, when ever I would go chant about tit, it would feel like there wasn’t anything there. It would be like chanting and the daimoku would go into nothing. This has happened to me a few times through out my practice. I finally woke up to realize that this is telling me that the karma is really big. This karma needs to be soaked with karma
This specific karma Im working on has the same symptoms, of the feeling nothing is there. So this tells me that the kama is really big. All I can do is keep soaking the karma so to shrink up the karma.
This karma has both the panels and the emptiness of karma feeling. These two things tell me that I will have to chant a lot to reduce this karma. His tells me that thisis a really big karma. Yet, over the time I have been chanting about tit, I can feel the karma has reduced in size.
There has been black karma and white karma that has been appearing with this karma, but not like a kkarma that flows normally where I can get to it. Usually when I chant about a karma that I can get too the black karma is solid and there, where I can see it. But this black karma is appearing like wispy clouds. The black karma appears and disappears. When I look over to my left, I see the panels over the panels and see that they are still there. It makes me wonder if the panels are stating to break up and black karma is getting through. Im not real sure.
This kind of karma is a kind of karma I have never dealt with in the fact, It seems to get better one day when I chant and then it feels like its not as good as the last time when I go chant the next time. I have never seen inconsistency like this before. Yet, even though the karma may not be consistent from day to day, in general I can tell and feel that the karma is reducing.
When I look at this karma I see two things. The panels and the emptiness. But when I go to another karma, or I chant for someone else, I see completely different things. I never see the same thing from one thing to another. Every time its different. But each time I see something, it tells me about that karma, nothing else.
By me showing you what I see with the present karma Im dealing with, I’m showing you what goes on when Im chanting about a karma. When the evil karma has been eradicated, I lose desire to chant about that and go chant about something else and start over again.
When I talk about chanting for dead people and I see them behind a thin sheet. Its like the person is standing behind a thing sheet and behind that person is a spot light that is on them. Causing only their shadow to be reflected upon the sheet. I can not see them nor heir face. But I do see their shadow upon the sheet. What happens is when I see them their in some kind of pose. When I see the pose it tells me what kind of person they were when they were alive. When I see these people like this, its very brief. Once I realize what kind of person they are, then the thought of them behind a sheet and seeing their shadow against the sheet disappears. That will occur either in the early or middle stages of chanting for them. Then I just go on chanting for them. But there are other forms of symbolism that can come up in my mind that can tell me what kind of person they were when they were alive.
There are people who practice Buddhism who are better than me.
The people who dont have the ability, Should go to a teacher. I dont know what else to say. I cant teach other people this because I get my abilities from a per-existing condition. I wouldn't know how to start at their condition. I can even imagine where to start or what i be like to start in their condition. I could wind up having unrealistic expectations with people like that.