
When Tashi was a child, a neighbor gave him a prayer wheel and told
him that turning it would bring great merit and blessings. As Tashi
grew up, he became more and more fond of turning his prayer wheel
while circumambulating the Jokhang along the Barkhor route. As he
became an old man, he spent even more time doing this, and his heart
brimmed with the knowledge that his actions were benefiting not only
he, but all sentient beings.
Eventually Tashi became a very old man. One night he was sitting in
his room as he often did now, turning his prayer wheel, feeling very
happy. Suddenly it was the end of his life-span and his body slumped
over onto the floor. His consciousness traveled to Tushita heaven
where he met many devotees and Bodhisattvas who praised his devotion
and his dedication to prayer, mantra recitation and turning his prayer
wheel. Tashi was indeed very blessed.
Back in his old room, his grandson had opened the door to bring him
some tea, and found Tashi's body on the floor. Beside him, his prayer
wheel had fallen and the top had come off. Tashi's grandson picked it
up and looked inside- it was empty.
*****
Many years before, when Tashi was only a small child, his family had a
neighbor called Lobsang. Lobsang had long been secretly in love with
Tashi's mother, Deki, and one Losar, after too much chang, he had
tried to kiss her in one of the narrow streets behind the Jokhang.
Deki had slapped him, and, with great embarrassment, he had fled to
his house, where he wept with shame. Over time, that shame had turned
to anger and resentment, and in his spitefulness he had removed the
prayers from a prayer wheel and given it to Tashi as a way of getting
back at Deki for her rejection. He would laugh inside with a sick
satisfaction each time he saw Tashi with the empty prayer wheel,
thinking that the boy was wasting his time, and then thinking of Deki
with a confused smear of emotions ranging from desire to hatred. And
so the years passed.
One day Lobsang awoke with a strange feeling in his head, his eyes
were blurry and yet things seems strangely intense and vividly
present. He fell back into bed and then felt himself in a swirl of
powerful currents of energy. Suddenly, he began to see a figure
approaching him out of the mist, and before long he realized, to his
horror, who it was. There is no mistaking Mahakala when he comes to
you, and in that situation there is nothing you can do but hold on for
dear life and hope for the best. In that moment, Lobsang was very
lucky in that Mahakala merely roared in his face and then disappeared
as suddenly as he had come. Lobsang jumped out of bed and threw the
shutters open in his window, hoping that daylight would return him to
his normal state of mind. As he looked out the window, he saw Tashi,
now a young man, sitting against the wall, turning his prayer wheel as
he often did. This time, however, instead of feeling his usual smirk
of revenge, Lobsang was left speechless by what he saw. Around Tashi
was a cloud of Dakinis who were bathing in the prayers that arose, not
from the prayer wheel, but from Tashi's heart center, in an
uninterrupted stream of multicolored light of a beauty that was beyond
imagining. Lobsang at that moment realized that his plan of revenge
had not succeeded and instead had had the opposite effect in inspiring
Tashi's devotion with results that were now clearly apparent. He sank
to the floor and wept in sorrow at his ugly actions and feelings, and
at that moment he started to rise up, intending to run outside and
confess his secret to Tashi, then run to the Barkhor to buy him the
most expensive prayer wheel he could find as a way of making amends.
As he rose however, the electric surge again engulfed him and Mahakala
loomed in his face. This time the terrible protector spoke to him like
thunder, "Do not reveal your secret. You must carry it in your heart
as a heavy burden, for Tashi's devotion must be left undisturbed."
Lobsang again sank to the floor and wept, knowing that there was now
nothing he could do after what Mahakala had said to him. And indeed,
he did carry his secret with him until his death some years later, but
in the meantime his heart had been cleansed of jealousy and hatred and
he too became a fervent pilgrim who, as a kind of penance, carried
with him at all times an empty prayer wheel which he never tired of
spinning.

gad rgyangs wrote:here's a story I wrote some time ago when this question came up on esangha:When Tashi was a child, a neighbor gave him a prayer wheel and told
him that turning it would bring great merit and blessings. As Tashi
grew up, he became more and more fond of turning his prayer wheel
while circumambulating the Jokhang along the Barkhor route. As he
became an old man, he spent even more time doing this, and his heart
brimmed with the knowledge that his actions were benefiting not only
he, but all sentient beings.
Eventually Tashi became a very old man. One night he was sitting in
his room as he often did now, turning his prayer wheel, feeling very
happy. Suddenly it was the end of his life-span and his body slumped
over onto the floor. His consciousness traveled to Tushita heaven
where he met many devotees and Bodhisattvas who praised his devotion
and his dedication to prayer, mantra recitation and turning his prayer
wheel. Tashi was indeed very blessed.
Back in his old room, his grandson had opened the door to bring him
some tea, and found Tashi's body on the floor. Beside him, his prayer
wheel had fallen and the top had come off. Tashi's grandson picked it
up and looked inside- it was empty.
*****
Many years before, when Tashi was only a small child, his family had a
neighbor called Lobsang. Lobsang had long been secretly in love with
Tashi's mother, Deki, and one Losar, after too much chang, he had
tried to kiss her in one of the narrow streets behind the Jokhang.
Deki had slapped him, and, with great embarrassment, he had fled to
his house, where he wept with shame. Over time, that shame had turned
to anger and resentment, and in his spitefulness he had removed the
prayers from a prayer wheel and given it to Tashi as a way of getting
back at Deki for her rejection. He would laugh inside with a sick
satisfaction each time he saw Tashi with the empty prayer wheel,
thinking that the boy was wasting his time, and then thinking of Deki
with a confused smear of emotions ranging from desire to hatred. And
so the years passed.
One day Lobsang awoke with a strange feeling in his head, his eyes
were blurry and yet things seems strangely intense and vividly
present. He fell back into bed and then felt himself in a swirl of
powerful currents of energy. Suddenly, he began to see a figure
approaching him out of the mist, and before long he realized, to his
horror, who it was. There is no mistaking Mahakala when he comes to
you, and in that situation there is nothing you can do but hold on for
dear life and hope for the best. In that moment, Lobsang was very
lucky in that Mahakala merely roared in his face and then disappeared
as suddenly as he had come. Lobsang jumped out of bed and threw the
shutters open in his window, hoping that daylight would return him to
his normal state of mind. As he looked out the window, he saw Tashi,
now a young man, sitting against the wall, turning his prayer wheel as
he often did. This time, however, instead of feeling his usual smirk
of revenge, Lobsang was left speechless by what he saw. Around Tashi
was a cloud of Dakinis who were bathing in the prayers that arose, not
from the prayer wheel, but from Tashi's heart center, in an
uninterrupted stream of multicolored light of a beauty that was beyond
imagining. Lobsang at that moment realized that his plan of revenge
had not succeeded and instead had had the opposite effect in inspiring
Tashi's devotion with results that were now clearly apparent. He sank
to the floor and wept in sorrow at his ugly actions and feelings, and
at that moment he started to rise up, intending to run outside and
confess his secret to Tashi, then run to the Barkhor to buy him the
most expensive prayer wheel he could find as a way of making amends.
As he rose however, the electric surge again engulfed him and Mahakala
loomed in his face. This time the terrible protector spoke to him like
thunder, "Do not reveal your secret. You must carry it in your heart
as a heavy burden, for Tashi's devotion must be left undisturbed."
Lobsang again sank to the floor and wept, knowing that there was now
nothing he could do after what Mahakala had said to him. And indeed,
he did carry his secret with him until his death some years later, but
in the meantime his heart had been cleansed of jealousy and hatred and
he too became a fervent pilgrim who, as a kind of penance, carried
with him at all times an empty prayer wheel which he never tired of
spinning.


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