After leaving the Theravada, I continued to search for external ideas and philosophies; I didn't want to go through life with only my own theories to refer to.
I wanted a lifestyle that felt more natural, and was closer to the rhythms of nature. This goal lead me to Advaita Vedanta and Taoism, two pantheistic / non-dualistic philosophies from the Eastern world.
I eventually settled on Taoism, and, for awhile, things went well. But, unfortunately, I soon realized that Taoism wasn't the philosophy that would be able to take me where I needed to go. So, I sat down, did some heavy thinking and research, and eventually stumbled into Zen Buddhism.
When I was a Theravada Buddhist, I used to completely blow off any variety of Mahayana Buddhism because I thought Mahayana Buddhisms were just cheap expansion packs of the original Theravada. This is not the case with Zen. In my opinion, which is only an opinion, Zen Buddhism is actually less complicated than Theravada.
With Soto Zen, especially, you only need the dharma (which can be accessed through talks with a teacher, or through the important texts like the prajnaparamita, dogen's shobogenzo, etc), zazen practice, 16 bodisattva precepts, and your own personal experiences - the source of experiential realization.
My attitude toward Mahayana Buddhism has definitely changed. I no longer see a problem with looking through the sutras for tidbits of wisdom. And regarding the Theravada, I haven't completely abandoned my roots there. I still have a soft spot for the Dhammapada, and the Metta and Satipatthana Suttas.




