I am in a situation where i can't understand how certain practices are done .
The ngondro text i have and received is very generous in explaining certain practices but not others.
For example there is an explanation of what to visualise about only one of the 3 heart mantras but not for the other 2.
As i said above this text is quite generous ,actually too generous in giving details about certain practices.The text itself is 50 pages on A4 sheets.This is just to give you an ideea about how complicated this text is unlike the ones which are done in shenten.
I know how they do it in shenten ,its very easy and straightforward but i dont have their texts and instruction.
I have been struggling with this text from the very first day i have received it.
Some of you may ask why i dont go back to the teacher i have received it from to get more instructions.My answer to that would be that i find my encounter with that teacher quite disturbing and demeaning.
I would be very happy if anybody here could come up with suggestions about how to get some clarification on the practice of BON NGONDRO and maybe some resources ,books ,dvd's..etc...
Thank you

