After I took refuge last year, I realized that I could no longer kill insects in my home and that I had to come up with non-violent ways of dealing with them.
Since letting bugs simply wander around made me uneasy, I had to find a way to trap them so I could then release them outside. The method I came up with is to use a clear, hard, plastic cap from a stick of deodorant to trap them, and then I slowly slide a piece of stiff, thin cardboard underneath the cap and the bug. Then I have to pick it up carefully so the bug remains trapped and release it outside.
I would be interested to hear other members' non-violent methods for dealing with bugs. I would especially like to hear how Buddhists in tropical places with really huge bugs cope with them.
I used to have an uncontrollabe startle reaction when I saw a spider or a cockroach in my apartment, but now I've gotten over that and can deal with bugs more calmly and no longer feel the need to indulge my fearful impulse to club them to death. On the contrary, I can now feel the same love for a cockroach walking across my kitchen floor as birdwatchers do for birds: both possess Buddha-nature and are examples of the miracle of consciousness.
I feel good that I can now be the friend and helper of insects rather than their executioner and enemy. It makes me think about all the negative karma I've accumulated killing bugs before I took refuge. Hopefully, I can atone for this over time.
After all, if we can't feel compassion for all beings, then how can we ever be worthy of the advanced teachings?
My lama's lama not only doesn't harm bugs, but also sprinkles his leftover rice outside near ants' nests to feed them while chanting mantras. He is a true inspiration!


