I will never be as spiritually evolved as this woman
How do you know that? Can you see the future?
I have a fundamentally limiting frightened "oh poor me" that she doesn't have--and she was in a concentration camp!
There is a tradition of making a distinction between two different perspectives on the nature of emptiness: one is when emptiness is presented within a philosophical analysis of the ultimate reality of things, in which case it ought to be understood in terms of a non-affirming negative phenomena. On the other hand, when it is discussed from the point of view of experience, it should be understood more in terms of an affirming negation.