I choose the User name Finally! because I watched a 2 hour special on PBS last night on buddahism and have NEVER had anything make so much sense to me in my life !!!!! I have never blogged, tweeted, face booked, or visited a chat room in my life either, that is how inspired and truly hungry I am for more. I cried with joy and relief that I had finally heard the answers instead of the questions, the solutions rather then the problems. If there is anyone out there that would be willing to guide me, teach me more, give suggestions, suggest reading material, anything..... Please. I truly look forward to anyones input. I am seeking only the positive, only the truth (as painful as that can be at times) and only people that are here to talk about this topic. I am a very happily married woman with 7 beautiful children and NOT interested in ANY "friends" of the opposite sex. Just had to make that clear, I have heard bad things about these chat rooms, don't mean to be rude or offend anyone. Thank you very much, ahead of time for anything you guys might be able to share with me.