buddhistsinner wrote:Hi ppl ,
I am a buddhist sinner but I do my best with vajrasattva practise every day .
I studied the 3 kinds of buddhism and found tibetan buddhism " my flavour " .Tai chi exp 30 yrs , Reiki master exp 20 yrs and other energy stuff ....
Energy is my passion , inc Mantak Chia teachings ...the big draw etc ...
Can somebody please help me with an answer ???
Having had a Manjushri empowerment in Chinese Mizhong I get a phenomena occur whenever I do the visualisation ...
Basically the phenomena is a enormous bliss like sensation and an enormous explosive body orgasm like an explosion that sends my mind to another place .
TRUST ME ......No ego person , I am not enlightened ,infact I am occasional sinner OK ...BUT i know this is very different to Taoist body orgasms which I have had for many years from Chi trg etc...
Is there anybody out there that has similar and can explain .....When I have asked monks / nuns in other traditions they have absolutely NO IDEA what I am talking about ...
Peace and love to all , buddhist sinner .
I know this phenomenon and it took me one year to deal with it. I think everyone has to find out his own way.
But it is good to hear that it is something that happens, here and there in some people. Energy can become so strong that it seems to be overwhelming. It is no enlightment and even it is nothing desireable - but it is a good sign: your practice is working.
Very carefully i tried to speak about this topic with my guru. He is ordained. Maybe i was too careful, but i think, he understood anyhow. And he didn't show any ambition to talk about this topic, not even one step.
But the further practice he gave to me (i asked him for) showed me, he agrees the direction i am walking in.
If you have detailed questions your pm is welcome.