Many beautiful replies to your request.
Just saw your post.
Om AH Hum
Don't worry - everything will be ok.
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If not, PM me and I can explain. I have been using it as an advisory, in difficult situations, since 1965. Wow - I am old.
It is a book of wisdom, that no matter what reading you get, can give you a new perspective on your situation.
This is useful, as it suggests new possibilities, new ways of looking at things, and through this frees you from obsessive, circular thinking. Then at least, maybe you are freed from the, "suffering of suffering."