I am just going to vent here instead of starting a new thread, that would just waste space.
Part of what I mean about not fitting is an my experience in communication over the last few days. It seems like no matter where I go when I voice an opinion and I people jumping down my throat. I know this is the internet and you have to have a thick skin when talking to anyone but why all the time i can't say the simplest of things without jerks surrounding me. I ask a simple question and people feel the need to attack me, suggest what problems I have. (VERY LOUD SCREAM!!!!!)
It seems to me that most people don't care about talking to other human beings. They are too concerned about being right, funny, witty, or the winner of every conversation that they take part in. I am beginning to believe that the only reason that humans can't find common ground and can't have a true meeting of the minds is ego, nothing more than big fat egos.
I am sorry, this seems like a safe place to vent and I need to. I struggle with my hate and anger. I follow Buddhism, in part to help me deal with these issues, but sometimes it seems I have too much exposure to the rest of the world and I end up filled with anger. I need to go relax, read a book. Thanks for letting me post this here.