Hi, everyone!
I have a question about something specific.
I read about a meditation on the continuity of the mind in the book "How to Meditate". It's supposed to stabilize the mind by drawing attention to one of the qualities of mind. The quality in question is that each thought and mental state is the result of a previous one and a cause of the next. It instructs you to follow your thoughts and memories back as far as you can to birth, and then, given the cause-effect nature of the mind, to open to the possibility of continuity of the mind before birth.
My idea is that if there was a first heartbeat, there could very well have been a first thought. I know that a belief and reality aren't the same thing, that my mind has made an idea about reality and said "this is how it is." I can see how this belief also is the result of an entrenched concept of self being independent and permanent. I can almost hear it... "Sure, your mind has been shaped by everything since the first firing of the neurons, but it IS its own thing right? Fresh and cut off from anything prior to the formation of those first cells, right?" I guess I can't get the mind out of the physical lumpy organ that is the brain.
The trouble is, I'm not sure how to approach investigating something that seems obvious to me, that mind has inception when the brain reaches a certain point of development in the womb. I don't know if I'll believe any differently, but I want to "come and see" for myself about any view I have about the world. It's hard to do that when I can't see past the obviousness I ascribe to it.
Does anybody out there have readings or approaches that have helped them soften their views on this topic? Or even suggestions to really dig into "self-evident" facts like this?
Thank you for any input/discussion!



