by mindyourmind » Tue Nov 08, 2011 7:22 pm
Maybe Mint, what you are also trying to find and experience anew is simply the religious text that you grew up with, in this case the Bible. We are sometimes not sensitive enough to the influences that the religion of our childhood has on us. It leaves scars maybe, and definitely also memories, feelings and associations.
I still have a similar soft spot for the Bible, even though rationally I know it is not really a book generally worthy of that veneration, even though I also see it through the eyes of people who did not grow up with it when they read portions of it for the first time.
If you grew up a Buddhist, or a Muslim, and then converted to say Christianity you may have been searching to fill the hole left by one of the many great suggestions you found in this thread, or the Quran.
Continue with your search, but maybe also be sensitive to the irreplaceable impact that our "first" religion has on us.
As bad as bad becomes its not a part of you
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