I have a inheritable condition as I mention on another thread which will likely leave me entirely blind in 20 years or so time.
I in fact did yesterday loose about half of my financial assets and possible potential assets due to a particular circumstance.
Assets which quite likely would serve to allow me to suffer much less due to that particular.
The weather is ready to rain but not raining, just like all grey dim and damp.
My car, seems to have developed suddenly a incurable illness.
Insurance payments are due.
My water well seems to be working improperly
My kitchen is infested with little teeny tiny ants, which I of course can not kill, so seep up with tiny bits of paper and discard outside, which is creating large groups of these papers outside my door....which I suspect may have the neighbors talking.
My butt hurts from sitting at this board to long.
I find the present attempts by self to reinforce the reality of its existance by producing such circumstances and ways I perceive such circumstances totally absolutely completely....
Please pray to whatever great great power(which I would suspect is but self closely cloaked but you may not) to step it up and bring it on.
This is just not working. Cancer, leprosy, something, anything, house burns down, deaths of dogs and cats, loved ones, hit by lightening, false arrest and imprisonment, rape, mayhem, or murder, whatever.....I still completely do not believe in it, not a bit of it.
So pray my dear friends.....that I may receive such things.
I still care not a whit. If they want to grab those things from other peoples and put them upon me....all the better, much better in fact.
Give me them all of them right here and now. Now is your opportunity,tomorrow or even later today, I may not request them. SEnd them here now in this instant.
Pray that those things may happen...those that are demons cast your spell not at others but upon me, right here and now. Come on I know you can do it. A example not to defy I will serve.
That insolent B that used to post here....did you hear....came down with leporsy, cancer, everyone he knows died, hit by lightening, and his house burned down, this while in prison awaiting sentencing ....goes to show.
If you cannot do such a thing.....join me in the laughter.
Or if such simply cannot be done....at the very least call me a name.....that may work at this thing. At least it would be a start.
The rest...it just isn't working, not a whit.
Please note this is not any jab at anyone in bad circumstance or praying but simply a attempt to add comedy to circumstance of misfortune....for your entertainment and/or consideration as alternate view in this free for all.....
Join me in composing a list of things that should happen to us as opposed to others, as we do not give essentially a flying capital F about these things of this worldly endeavor so engaged.....
I have given a few ideas perhaps, but my experiences are meager, so fortuitous in the real, is my life.
"This order considers that progress can be achieved more rapidly during a single month of self-transformation through terrifying conditions in rough terrain and in "the abode of harmful forces" than through meditating for a period of three years in towns and monasteries"....Takpo Tashi Namgyal.