Hello dear fellow Nyingmapas!
I recently met with a Tibetan Nyingma lama who gave me his permission and the lung to begin the Ngondro of the Longchen Nyingthig. I'm just doing the very beginning of the outer preliminaries right now, but it's a great feeling to begin and to follow such a profound text!
This lama said that he and I have a connection from past lives, which I feel as well. I feel at peace now that my search for a guru is over. When I met with him privately, I felt like I was in the presence of Buddha himself, and I realized that I couldn't say anything which would impress him because his knowledge and insight far surpassed mine, so I just asked simple questions and attentively listened to his answers.
This lama said that he will have me take refuge again later, so that I can get a different refuge name (right now I still have a Kagyu refuge name). He also told me to stop doing the other meditations I had learned from other teachers and just to focus on Ngondro for now.
So, my conversion to the Nyingma school is rapidly taking place! My devotion to Guru Rinpoche has paid off and set more in motion than I had ever dreamed!
OM AH HUNG BENZA GURU PEMA SIDDHI HUNG

