conebeckham wrote:alpha wrote:When doing many times A i can only say that i have quite a few experiences which are not similar to each other.So i wouldn know witch one of them is rigpa.
For me it seems that the road of white A can lead to many destinations not one.
So how can i know what rigpa is when i have never seen it and therefore i cannot recognize it?
What is it that has all these experiences? Or, in other words, look at that which is the awareness of these experiences.....??
well looking at that and then looking at that which is been looking ...it is an infinite regression and there is no seeing of anything or realizing anything...
some would say that when looking at that which is realizing that something is happening you have to relax your attention and then a kind of clarity will emerge.How do i know that i am not contriving resting ?
There is nothing there ,just pure blankness,emptiness...nothing. And for those who are tempted...please...dont say that is clarity there...
Nothing like expansiveness,utter lucidity,pristine clarity...limitless and transparent.
Why do they use words like that?
So far i have been resting in the ground of experience.....pure ignorance.
Does CNNR say how to rest and what is happening there ?No .Never.
So after A i have been resting..Obviously i did it wrong and i continue to do so.
I am probably next in line......