I have taken Konchog chidu initiation year ago and broke root vows. I have never practiced Buddhism authentically. Only by books. And one sutric Sadhana without technical instructions.
Could some one do for me Narak Kong Shak (Stirring the depths)or any tsog, riwo sangchö and 100 000 hundred-syllables? Or can you add me in your prayers? I cannot attend these for months. I can not do these myself. I have difficult reduced mobility. I cannot fold my hands, do prostration or walk. I cannot hold and turn prayer booklet. It is tought to do prayers.
heart wrote:pael wrote:If I fully transgress tantric vows, can that be purified? How?
What, if I die middle of repenting? I have heard to purify full transgression it is needed 100000 repetion of vajrasatta mantra? Example: when I have done 5000 and if I die then, do I purify samaya? Do I still go to vajra hell?
100.000 is just a number,it isn't important, do it from your heart as much as you possibly can. Even for the rest of your life. Very fantastic practice, I promise you will not regret doing it.
heart wrote:pael wrote:No body didn't told me to do that.
I just don't know what to do.
I feel that I have broken samaya.
Can mantras be whispered? It's too tough to do them loud?
Must purification happen during lifetime?
What if death comes before it's finished.
Any quote from Buddha in tantras? I can't find tantras from web?
If you feel you broken samaya, you do vajrasattva. Mantras should be said "under your breathe" or whispered normally, even just thinking them have effect. Don't worry about death, making an effort already today will help. I also think you should see if you can find a qualified teacher to study with as well as read some good books, preferably in your own language.
pael wrote:I can't walk at all and can move hands only few centimetres. It can't be recovered. It's genetic disorder called Duchenne muscle dystrophy. And i am not at tsok days capable go dharma center because few months tsok have been at weekend and i'm near it those days.
Sponsoring is hard because I'm not using credit card myself. I can only use cash. Those who take care my money don't want use money those things. They don't know anything about buddhism. They don't believe in it. believe. I'm 22 and go university. I could give 5€ to center cash, but there are rarely any happening.
I can't go formal meditation position.
That Vajrasattva practice could be nice. Thank you.
Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 8 guests