I wrote this in Spanish and translated with Google, i think it makes the sense i wanted to have. Google Translator good work!!
We are all the sun. Their pain, their ardor, her loneliness, her despair,
their trouble, wants to drop everything but can not, I sense, has
was unbearable, I felt that I died, that all my muscles
gripped body is contracted, a fire burning in black,
indescribable, unbearable, when it entered my mother all went to
worse .... Then I contracted my body and I screamed as not
had ever done in my life, I relaxed, perhaps these were the
demons of the gurus? Our sun broke out of pure anger and chaos caused
for your pain and is now trying to find balance. Dispersed in
our 3 dimensions, shredded his consciousness like the layers of a
onion, as well as our psyche multipersonal, but they are all
interconnected, a plan is "divine" or better said "solar". We are all
one. He just wants to be abstracted, distracted, stopping feeling his pain.
Feel, experience, see. When he start down the slide
interdimensional did not care too much about friction, even you
liked, it distracted from its main pain, but "now it is
multiplying exponentially and no longer supports it more. Find the
give us balance and chaos. You may like me and go
trying to understand, or feel that level of pain to return
to normal levels and do not experience more ... do not know. There has been
Flash regard. But change must be "now." Because we
face and cause us pain when we are all HIM. Where is the
love? Not endure any more. As I passed to me.
This pain I've got to throw my Qi while maintaining closed
the curve in my mind, 0, all that energy and possibly others
I have recently been sending back to me. Ecstasy of pain.
Deja-vu, flash forward, "epilepsy?, More things at once. Do not know,
I had to block out my physical body but a part of my mind has
collected such information and memory.
Information is filtered light? Sometimes when I see a light bulb
I feel the infrared radiators of the Damned, I'm white
and something happens but not that. Sometimes if not very strong
I stand and I catch. There is an especially annoying, it seems to me
grabbed his neck, but breathe deeply and relax,
guess my body relaxes, my mind expands in time
forward as a tip as the electromagnetic field
there behind the planet, I feel relaxed in the future, I have not to focus
on relaxing because I know I've done, it is not necessary
just breathe, gasping for air before me but now my brain or
even need the chemical reaction of oxidation to operate
efficiently. It may have been for being 10 years without taking
sugars and surrounded by a swarm of problems without solution, I think
one word in each meditation, tranquility / peace / I'm sorry, several
"Mantras" and sensations that I produce, I repeat, I seek
feeling, my mouth moves increasingly faster, the frequency
increases, my mouth is a useless tool ... faster faster
faster, I hear a high beep .... NOTHING. I want to be here forever.
But I have something to do .... shit ...